Just did it, after something was so unpleasant it pushed me to hate-commit. Nothing is going as expected. Everything is ten times more complicated than I hoped, and than it needs to be. Energy is running even lower than before. Sadly this is not like doing chores where getting started is the hardest, it is going to be taxing alllllll the way….
Me, every time I finally decide to get therapy, but then see all the choices for therapists of every type out there and getting stymied by choice.
Me, every time anything even slightly stressful. I have zero resilience.
Just did it, after something was so unpleasant it pushed me to hate-commit.
Nothing is going as expected. Everything is ten times more complicated than I hoped, and than it needs to be.
Energy is running even lower than before.
Sadly this is not like doing chores where getting started is the hardest, it is going to be taxing alllllll the way….