Exactly – failure will just lead to even more shit… social services, mandatory psych evaluations, and so on and on.
The chances of failure or some busy-body interfering is what stops me too. Failure can lead to utter pointlessness and depression PLUS being wheelchair bound with monitoring.
I already was in this situation. My last serious attempt was almost exactly two years ago. Lying in this hospital bed, with these beeping machines around me, the doctors doing their best to keep me alive. It taught me that I had to pull my shit together and change my life. Shortly after I moved to a different part of Germany and left everything behind. And that was the best decision I ever made.
Too relateable.
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my #1 reason for not attempting
Exactly – failure will just lead to even more shit… social services, mandatory psych evaluations, and so on and on.
The chances of failure or some busy-body interfering is what stops me too.
Failure can lead to utter pointlessness and depression PLUS being wheelchair bound with monitoring.
OOF.
fear of if I were to fail helped me survive til now honestly.
Jean Nathalie M. M
Aw fuck… yeah.
Too much truth
I already was in this situation. My last serious attempt was almost exactly two years ago. Lying in this hospital bed, with these beeping machines around me, the doctors doing their best to keep me alive. It taught me that I had to pull my shit together and change my life.
Shortly after I moved to a different part of Germany and left everything behind. And that was the best decision I ever made.
Story of my life.
Been there…
Half the reason I haven’t gone through with it yet. Failing would leave me in an even worse place.