I see this from almost ten years. Someone tell me about my fututre and the only thought I have “No, I won’t have/do that, because I’ll kill myself”. Psychiatrist and psychotherapeutist didn’t help me [second told me happy story about his friend and motto “everything will be ok, you have to try it”]. And now my parents are constantly presenting me the worst visions of my future [mum was teh best with “living under bridge” and “you don’t have phisical condition to be a prostitute” orz]….
I don’t just see it as a plain black hole, I see it as a malevolent, there’s-no-end-in-sight choking, mass of vagueness which happens to be colored black. Hehe, this thought is making me laugh for whatever reason. I must be really exhausted right now.
Yep.
And I feel awful for seeing it that way :/
Oh yeah.
Stephania, this is truth.
-jay was here!
Cassi reminds me of our text conversation.
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Ditto.
I see this from almost ten years. Someone tell me about my fututre and the only thought I have “No, I won’t have/do that, because I’ll kill myself”. Psychiatrist and psychotherapeutist didn’t help me [second told me happy story about his friend and motto “everything will be ok, you have to try it”]. And now my parents are constantly presenting me the worst visions of my future [mum was teh best with “living under bridge” and “you don’t have phisical condition to be a prostitute” orz]….
this = depression
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Nije sve crno-belo, sve je crno.
I don’t just see it as a plain black hole, I see it as a malevolent, there’s-no-end-in-sight choking, mass of vagueness which happens to be colored black. Hehe, this thought is making me laugh for whatever reason. I must be really exhausted right now.
Mmmm… Maybe I’m wrong, but this must be the first time this character doesn’t end dead. Matter of time, I guess.