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depression comix #152

Published October 29, 2013 24 Comments

Commentary from October 29, 2013
There was a period in my life when I couldn’t hold down a relationship for longer than say, two months, and it would always be the other person who ended it (although I could see the pattern, I couldn’t see the cause, namely myself and my depression). So my life at that time was a roller coaster, feeling the highs of when relationships begin, and the lows of when I get that conversation that begins with “We need to talk.” After a couple of these loops, I began to believe that the highs were necessarily followed by the lows, and started to worry incessantly because of it: “I am happy and in love, okay, when does the other shoe drop?” This strips comes from that. “Okay, I’m happy now, but I know it’s not going to last forever, so when is it going to end?” This inevitably leads to a self-fulfilling prophecy, which I’ll leave for another strip …

Read more (trigger free), depression comixCharacters: depressed character #02, satellite character #09

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  1. Brian Nguyen says

    October 29, 2013 at 9:17 am

    I like how the comics have been starting to get a bit more positive recently.

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    • Erik says

      November 26, 2017 at 6:52 pm

      I don’t like it. Whenever things are starting to get a bit more positive I know that hell is waiting around the corner. I want to feel like shit all the time, so I never need to feel like hell again. I won’t survive that

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  2. depression comix says

    October 29, 2013 at 9:32 am

    Any more and I’ll have to change the title to “just kinda sad comix”

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  3. Morgan Richelle says

    October 29, 2013 at 4:29 pm

    I’m personally cool with “just kinda sad comix.” Makes me hopeful. xD

    Reply
  4. depression comix says

    October 29, 2013 at 6:28 pm

    As long as we have hope, the illness won’t kill us.

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  5. Alberto Tavares says

    October 29, 2013 at 6:30 pm

    I personally love that. For someone who’s been following the strip since before you started it (thl), I enjoy seeing the characters progress. And if it’s any reflection on your own outlook, then even better.

    Reply
  6. Yaron Kaplan says

    October 29, 2013 at 8:15 pm

    That freckled girl is damn hot. Reminds me of Gail from Thunderstruck ( http://talesfromthevault.com/thunderstruck/ )

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    • Greg and Sheryl (@Greg69Sheryl) says

      December 2, 2013 at 8:37 am

      You aren’t the only one who finds the freckled girl incredibly attractive. The other thing that makes her so terrific is that she’s so patient, understanding and affectionate with her girlfriend. It would be great to see a lot more of both of them.

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  7. depression comix says

    October 29, 2013 at 9:36 pm

    Yaron Kaplan, she’s actually modelled on the first girl I ever kissed.

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  8. depression comix says

    October 30, 2013 at 5:42 pm

    Alberto Tavares, expect more thl/sl to show up. So far Dr. Lovetalk’s big sister has a recurring role, and Goth Chick starred in a strip recently. Shiunji and Ishida have had cameos.

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  9. Yaron Kaplan says

    October 30, 2013 at 6:18 pm

    I enjoy seeing again all those THL/SL characters. Although it’s a bit freaky to see the depressed version of those normally funny characters.

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  10. Alex says

    November 4, 2013 at 8:59 pm

    Please don’t ever stop making these.

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    • clay says

      November 5, 2013 at 6:51 am

      When I first started these, I thought I’d be lucky to make it to number 30. Now I’m past 150, and continuing. I’ll be doing these as long as I can.

      Reply
  11. Donna Brunk Rinn says

    November 9, 2013 at 10:48 am

    I sooo have days like this.

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  12. Teacup says

    November 11, 2013 at 12:10 pm

    I love these two’s continuing story. Please give them a happy ending 🙁

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    • clay says

      November 11, 2013 at 12:24 pm

      I’m not planning an end to their story, I like drawing them too much.

      Reply
  13. Nikki says

    December 14, 2013 at 4:33 am

    i really relate to these 2, i feel like the freckled girl. My girl friend lives with me and has been having a pretty bad episode this week, i had to take a day off of work to stay with her and almost had to check her into the hospital. I really like seeing you show what it’s like to be a loved one caring for someone with depression, because its hard on us too. Thank you so much for these

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  14. Original Outcast says

    January 9, 2014 at 12:37 pm

    You just described a Joss Whedon TV show. lol

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  15. Nick says

    January 9, 2014 at 10:04 pm

    Huh, these comics are actually pretty accurate
    I haven’t even been depressed lately yet I find these entertaining.

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  16. Lynneiah says

    January 11, 2014 at 8:02 am

    I just discovered this comic today and decided to read through them all in one go. Most of it was pretty relatable, but when I read this one I started crying, because right now, I’m in the exact same position as is described here. Down to the loving and supportive girlfriend.

    Thank you.

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  17. Daniel Grosvenor (@danielgrosvenor) says

    January 23, 2014 at 10:44 am

    Only just discovered these comics and absolutely love them. I sense I may be up all night reading through every single one. Just wanted to say keep up the great work. 🙂

    PS: Howcome the freckly girl has freckles everywhere except on her legs?

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    • clay says

      January 23, 2014 at 12:49 pm

      Good point. There are a couple of strips with mistakes and I’ll add that to the list of things I need to fix.

      Reply
  18. Alex Jace says

    February 1, 2014 at 5:24 pm

    God those feels though. That first time I started to pull through I had this all over. I felt so good and I was so scared of losing it

    Reply
  19. Nick says

    June 13, 2015 at 6:14 am

    This hit me like a load of bricks

    Reply

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