I worry so much sometimes that I do this, I’m terrible just hearing someone out….I feel like I gotta give some input. ;____; Another reason I don’t like talking to people. I don’t think I’m better or I’m worse off or trying to “beat” anyone…its just the way I talk…I guess…..I wanna throw out some common footing….I don’t know how to properly talk to people….I just fill in the silence with things i think the other person wants to hear, or my experiences, or my thoughts on things…………i dont mean to put you down, honest….i just like to talk but i just dont know how…….
I can really relate to this.. they always tell me.. i’ve been there.. stop whining.. whining will get you nowhere.. do this or else.. and one of my friends left the chat group.. I panicked and told him many times that i’m sorry… I was at that point crying already while begging him to come back.. I was afraid that he won’t talk to me anymore.. bad things always happened one after another at that time.. I was really sinking deeply in the darkness.. ..well he came back anyways.. at times I wish they don’t know my troubles are… but when I think about it.. if they didn’t know.. I wouldn’t be here anymore.. right now..
I worry so much sometimes that I do this, I’m terrible just hearing someone out….I feel like I gotta give some input. ;____; Another reason I don’t like talking to people. I don’t think I’m better or I’m worse off or trying to “beat” anyone…its just the way I talk…I guess…..I wanna throw out some common footing….I don’t know how to properly talk to people….I just fill in the silence with things i think the other person wants to hear, or my experiences, or my thoughts on things…………i dont mean to put you down, honest….i just like to talk but i just dont know how…….
What means the most to me is when people tell me that they care.
If people could just *listen* without judging, but the people closest to us seem to get the most impatient/tired of our shit.
TRIGGER ALERT..
I can really relate to this.. they always tell me.. i’ve been there.. stop whining.. whining will get you nowhere.. do this or else.. and one of my friends left the chat group.. I panicked and told him many times that i’m sorry… I was at that point crying already while begging him to come back.. I was afraid that he won’t talk to me anymore.. bad things always happened one after another at that time.. I was really sinking deeply in the darkness.. ..well he came back anyways.. at times I wish they don’t know my troubles are… but when I think about it.. if they didn’t know.. I wouldn’t be here anymore.. right now..