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PANEL 1:
CAPTION: Happy To Be Sad?
PANEL 2:
… I don’t want to do anything. I’m content to lie here and feel like shit all day.
PANEL 3:
CAPTION: Sad To Be Happy?
PANEL 4:
… Oh no. I’m happy. Things are going well. When will it end???
CAPTION: Happy To Be Sad?
PANEL 2:
… I don’t want to do anything. I’m content to lie here and feel like shit all day.
PANEL 3:
CAPTION: Sad To Be Happy?
PANEL 4:
… Oh no. I’m happy. Things are going well. When will it end???
Damn… I am a depressed guy since I’m just a little kiddo. I’ve had some stages in my life that were great, even I’ve gone to a shrink so many times, but, it does not help me completly, there’s always a fact that fucks me all, looking forward to fuck me again, and again. Well, nevertheless, I’m trying to do something everyday, even though I’m feeling like I’m dying inside of me. My biggest nightmare is: “What is the point of me in this life? What I deserve, of what I am useful?”
YES! My depression is cyclical. Even when symptoms are is remission, I dread the next time I lose traction and life slips out from beneath me. How much will I lose next time?
Oh my god. Everytime I get happy I’m so scared. I just know it’s going to end at some point.
when you are living in hell for too long that it becomes your normal life feeling happy even for a single moment feels SO WRONG!
you feel you jinxed yourself and that karma will strike you you feel you did a crime of being happy again … happiness is alien to me by now i can no longer imagine myself having any positive thoughts anymore in fact having one gives me goosebumps!